I am still holding on to the hope of our relationship. And if I am going to live my life, I have to have closure to this. I thought that our last meeting would have provided that closure, but the truth is, it didn’t.
I don’t know if I am holding on to our relationship because I truly love you and I believe we are supposed to be together, or if it is just sadness and the desire for the comfort of a familiar relationship.
Regardless, me holding on to the thought of us getting back together is killing me, if the fact is that we aren’t going get back together.
I sincerely believe that I am the man that can be the support that you need, but it doesn’t matter what I think I am. It matters what you think of me.... It’s just so tough for me to get over the fact that I love you and you love me. I feel like it’s the same old thing from the beginning. I just can’t let go of you, because I love you and I feel like we are supposed to be together.
But I can’t hold to this if you are 100% certain we are not going to get back together. I kind of feel like you have already made that known, so I wonder if I should contact you, but something in me still holds on to the hope that you feel the same way as I do, and that you really do want to be with me. So, tell me: are we 100% not going to get back together? Or should I continue to hold on to this hope?
I know that a relationship with another person will not complete me. I know that I have to find myself in God.
