I still have doubts. I don't know if I will ever get rid of them. I am constrained by my desire to be an "intellectual." I want to have control - that's what it really comes down to. I don't believe you, God, and a significant part of me doesn't want to believe you, because then I will have to give up things I don't want to give up. Why are you worth it?
I feel the pressure of marriage. Am I ready?
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How can my prayer life improve?
How can I be more sincere and intentional in my relationship with God?
Less of: "how can I improve?", and more of "how can YOU improve me, God?" or "how can I allow you to improve me?"
Why am I so judgmental? How can you change me God?
How can I be more intentional and disciplined with my relationship with Courtney?
Romantic, creative, spontaneous
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What have I been doing to impress God?
How have I been caught up in finding ways to "earn" His love?
