-God, I am hurting. I feel like leaving. I feel like giving up; throwing in the towel. Running away from these problems. I don’t know if I would run away from You or not; I hope I wouldn’t, but I don’t know for sure. I sincerely hate parts of this program, most of it surrounding the fact that she is here and I have to see and interact with her daily. – I can’t take this! How do I cope? How do I not get completely distracted and discouraged? How do I not throw in the towel? How do I find motivation to continue to put my effort forth into this program and these people when I am so utterly turned off to everything?
